So, I do this thing.  In every aspect of my life. I start something, legit, just START it, and then I stress over it.  My anxiety over it doesn’t go away.  For example, in November 2016 I set up this blog.  I went through all the set up procedures, paid the cost of the start-up, and then continued to stare at the homepage every day.  Without writing an introductory post.  Without saying hello.  I stressed about what I would blog about.  All of the “how-tos” kept saying to make a niche, and find your topic.  I had no freaking idea what my niche was, I still don’t!  So after 6 months of staring at my unfinished first blog post, I decided– Screw it.  I don’t need a niche, I’m just going to be me.  I have  lots of interests, and lots of things I start and never finish, I have so much random knowledge, and so much that I still want to know.  I also have anxieties and stressful moments, and I really don’t have the slightest idea what I am doing with my life.  So, I’m just going to let it all roll.  Maybe I won’t figure out a damn thing while doing this.  But, for now, that’s just fine by me.

Edit:  I did it again.  I wrote this 2 weeks ago, and then just let it sit there.  It’s time to stop this. Finally posted: June 12, 2017

It’s time to begin.