As is typical for my life, this week didn’t go as planned. I didn’t get the call I had been waiting for that would put me one step closer to where I want to be. I felt so defeated the day I found out, and for most of the day after. It took some texts from an amazing and patient person, and a day of binging Netflix to crawl out of that little brain suck I was in. I’ve had a few moments where the defeat comes creeping back in, but I’m trying to push it all out, be patient, and know that once these last few things fall into place, it will all work out. No time to give up, there’s too much still to come.